Back to normal

Things will return to normal, soon I hope. I've cried rivers of tears and I'm sure I'll cry alot more, but I will make it to another, better day! If a person can't accept you for who you are inside, you're really better off without that person! If you have to walk on eggshells everytime you talk & wonder what will set a person off next, yor're better off without them! If you know you didn't do anything wrong & that you always wanted the best for that person, then you will survive without that person!
I know all of the above, and yet, I still wish things would have worked out. The caring person in me still cares for him...no matter what! Grrrr...wish I wasn't so nice sometimes...wish I could have a steel cage encompass my heart for at least a little while! But, perhaps it is best that I can grieve the loss of what could have been...I can still be the caring person that makes a great Nurse and a good person!