Me again...

This is an appropriate color for the sadness I feel...a loss of a friendship or love through misunderstandings causes confusion...it abounds...words are said in anger that can't be taken back...but still sadness...nothing but sadness is remaining...wish things could be fixed...no bandades big enough for that I guess...still...the caring is still there for him...the need to talk to him again is still there...the wish for his success& happiness is still there...but HE isn't still there...he doesn't trust anyone...not even me....yes, sadness is here in what used to be my happy heart....don't know if it will ever return in one piece again...Although they say time heals all...but how much time I ask...