Hello again...time to work on me for awhile. I need to get my life repaired before I can ever offer anyone else a whole person! I'm going through the ups and downs of a relationship, or should I say, a non-relationship. It's confusing, to say the least.
I always swore I wouldn't ever get involved in an Internet relationship. Stupid me...I guess you don't always get what you want in life. I am an enthusiastic person about things, but I've always been wary that people are not always what they seem, especially on the elusive Internet.
People can be anything or anyone they wish to be...even present different personas to the world. So why would anyone ever believe what they see and hear on the Net? With a webcam and alot of communication, I guess you can believe anything.
I am basically what I communicate to the world. I don't have any ulterior motives for wanting people to succeed and I genuinely love to help people. That's why I've always been suited to be a nurse...I tend to go all-out to make a person feel comfortable in their own skin.
So now it's time for me to become comfortable in MY own skin. Alot of ME time hopefully will make the difference. I am a work in progress, slowly emerging from the cocoon that had me ensconsed for so long. When I'm that butterfly, perhaps I'll fly free once again
Then I may venture out again, secure that I am the best I can be...and if people don't appreciate me as I present myself, then it's their problem...NOT mine! I am as I am...hopefully I'll still choose to look at life with wide-eyed wonder of the child within & the adult that chooses to see the glass as half full rather than half empty!
Bye for now...
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